The First Time

When you looked trough my eyes.
You've known exactly my desire.
Guessed it right though i never opened my mouth.
My mind twisted until i lost my direction.

I remember, when i bravely approached you.
also the time i can face you calmly.
We talked and laughed trough the night.
Like i have tasted the sweetest love ever.

Am i thinking too much,
or you are the one who push me away?
If you really allow me to enter your heart
I will cumulate my courage to evident my love.

The first time you said you have engaged,
I felt my heart trembling quickly.
Smiled even my heart cried desperately.
That was also when i realized not every desire fulfilled.


By David Setiawan